i am back loving that same moment
i am always back to that

smiling broken pieces

train, sleepy, smiling broken pieces inside of me
imagin reflectate cu dor de a-mi opri zambetul sufletului trist ce se inconvoaie din stomac
intr-un cuvant: joi

crazy not to fight

I've just discovered that there is a certain type of smile you have for a certain somebody.
A smile that can't be translated to any other person in this world.
I just discovered this in a little video you did of us. And I've also seen this almost a week ago when my mother took a picture of my father smiling- something that I don't think anybody has ever managed that. And there's a smile not even me, little papa's girl did see from him. We're pretty quiet together because that's how we cope with each other.

This makes life bigger than life.

It's again that type of need, that type of wanderlust feeling that I need to go away, to discover something


How do you know what you need when you need stillness, quietness and lack of the same thing.
I want to scream my way out of it. I have no time to take off. I have tried to let go and I am tired. By human mind forces you to take time off. And I don't want to. I am tired of doing this to myself for 2 years now because of you. I am tired of trying to let go. For a while now, I want to live with no thoughts for a while.And now this thing puts me in the corner and it's that time when known things don't make sense anymore due to the absence of that one person. I am tired to let go, I am angry and I want us gone. Why do I have this feeling and king of image with me investing into the present of us.
I only want to scream quietly into my pillow. I don't want this hate type of feeling. I need to let go of certainty. This is the answer of so many thoughts. I hate uncertainty with every bone in my body and I love with no words. Letting go kills me. It always has.



And I let you do me a hickey
And I feel like I want it tattooed
I don't want it go away;
It's a sign on my body that it did happen.
I don't want to let it go and feel it did not happen

Vreau sa continui sa merg
E inima-n deriva altfel
e un final inca nescris
si uit daca mai merg.